what is that book where there are twin boys, and one of them finds this place where time goes super fast and he goes there for a year but when he comes out less than a day has passed? i really can't remember the title. but i'm pretty sure its assigned to everyone in middle/high school. well anyways, i've always wanted to find a place like that. so i can just go away for a while and make myself perfect, and when i come back to the real world everything will have stayed the same and i'll be able to pick back up right where i left off. thats a huge fantasy of mine. i want it to happen so bad sometimes. if there was a way i could just pause everything, and just work on me, and then come back to the world, i would do it in a heartbeat. but there isn't. the world waits for no one. fucking selfish world. but i feel like thats what i need right now. i just need to go away and just make myself right.but thats impossible.i have to try and make myself right while living life at the same time. and i don't think i can do that. i'm so tired. everything is so draining, so much effort. i can't do this.
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