i've stopped being a wreck again, yay. for like two straight weeks i was eating eating eating and just being a complete mess. and today i just woke up and started cleaning and doing things, and i know that it's over. i'm so glad. i hate being such a mess, i like it when i have everything tidied up and in its place and my appetite controlled. of course it'll take a little more than one morning to undo the two weeks of damage, but i will cling to this mood for as long as i can. i just need to get into a solid routine, because routines help keep you stable. but life keeps throwing shit at me. people dying, getting deathly ill, getting married out of the blue, people ditching work so i have to be at work constantly, work injury....just so much to deal with all at once. no wonder i sorta turned into a mess. but i'm dealing now, and i'm gonna stop being a fat weak bitch. yay for st. patrick's day :)
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