i love when you find a way to blend your goals with your life and make your behavior seem normal and be accepted by friends. i guess its not that hard, because everyone in america is a little eating disordered, but it still feels lovely. i have declared this month "fit february" for me and my friends, and we're all going to work out together four days a week the whole month. so when they noticing me losing weight (if they ever do because usually no one ever notices) i'll have a legit reason that they can file away in their head and everyone will be happy and noone will try to fatten me up. people actually try to do that, even when i'm at my fat weight. its some kind of sick transferrence i think. yes, i'm a small girl, but that doesn't mean i need to be obese to make up for what i lack vertically geez. so hooray for fit february! hooray for me making up themes for the current month! hooray for hypomania (can you tell much?) and being on track...hooray :)
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