everyone's always trying to fix me with their words. but i don't ask for it. and they get so upset when it makes no difference. does anyone ever stop and think? or am i the only one to use my brain, and think, 'gee this person isn't asking for my help or advice so i probably shouldn't give it to them'. i mean i get it that people care and want to see me happy and okay and whatever, but words will not change anything. they all say variations of the same thing. that i am loved and wonderful and have so much ahead of me blah blah blah things will get better blah blah blah. i always listen, to see if they say anything new, or to see if suddenly something clicks and i'm all 'i see now, it will be okay'. but of course that never happens. and then they get all upset because i 'don't care' and theres 'nothing they can do for me'. well people, just shut the fuck up for a minute! this is not about you. i mean, i know everyones world is about them, but when you're focusing on someone else, and their problems, it is about that someone else. but somehow, its still about them and how they feel and what they can do. thats wrong. its my problems. it should be about me and how i feel. when i feel i need help or advice i'll damn well ask for it. i am not a problem for you to fix so you can feel better because you have done a good deed. not every lost soul is waiting for someone to come show them the way. i am rapunzel, and i don't want any prince to climb my hair. i'm content to sit here and figure out if out there is where i want to be. and when i decide, then i might let down my hair.
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