ugh. i really hate life. a lot. i'm sitting here the morning after a superfun night of karaoke and other awesome things, and i should be loving it. there is something severely wrong with me. well i guess that was already established. but it never ceases to amaze me. i mean here i am, this fun, pretty, young woman surrounded by people that love me and still all i want is death. all i want is for all of it to just go away. actually for me to just go away from all of it. every day that gets more and more appealing. you think the appeal would be diminishing not growing. how long can one resist something that grows in appeal every day? i mean its like they expect me to be superwoman. if they had any opportunities to get the one thing they want most in the world, i'm sure they would take them. who could help themselves? but i'm supposed to say no all of the time. bullshit.
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