i am such a fucking hypocrite. or as me and my pal say, a 'potamus'. i really dislike liars and lying and i think the worst thing that you can do to me is lie. but i myself lie constantly. its not for fun....well okay sometimes its for fun (who doesn't like to fuck with people?). but mostly, its because i know that lying is better than the truth. whoever i'm talking to doesn't really want to know, so i give them what they want to hear....its usually not heaping whoppers, just little untruths sprinkled among the truths. and it comes naturally and is usually an unconscious act. i tell people i'm a horrible liar, and i pretend to be, but that in itself is a lie to hide all of the other lies. and everyone believes it. they all think that they can tell when i am lying because i pretend i'm a bad liar. the only thing they're really catching is great acting. some lies are for protection. to protect me, people involved in whatever i'm lying about, or the person i'm lying to. i guess my thing is that i want the truth no matter what, i don't want the sugar coated version or any other version of the truth because i don't need protection or sheilding or any of that. i can handle the truth, and i don't believe the rest of the world can..........................................but who am i to say they can't? and who are they to say i can't...........see? fucking potamus.
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