i had this nightmare last night, i had to eat chinese food to prove i was okay, and i kept eating and eating it, and even though in the dream i knew it wasn't real i was freaking out because i thought i was getting fatter with each bite, and when i woke up i felt like i had gained five pounds just from dreaming about binging. it was awful. and i had to get a hideous tattoo (in the nightmare) for each dish i had eaten, and there was blood everywhere and my arm was a colored mess...and honestly, that was one of the scariest dreams i've ever had. and i have fucked up dreams all the time...i mean talking about it, it doesn't sound that frightening, but it was/is to me. its just another sign of how fucked up my relationship with food is. but as lily allen said, "everything is cool as long as i'm getting thinner"
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